The round black olives, beetles sweating in their plastic. A green line tears through me, a sling shot stone, sounds like the flange of a bow when it hits square between the shoulders. In Salinas a man takes out the trash, waving waving waving at the passing train. Two girls with their fathers, in tutus, a car brimming with beaming ladies and a leathery grandpa. They take out their trash at this time every day. Watch this gleaming panopticon wink by. Be weightless, say the instructions, wave wave wave, say the instructions.
Out the window I can see the plan of a house, a body in bed, dissatisfied lumps digging holes, filling holes, drilling wells for slick petrol. Power lines grin Cheshire into the horizon, a beam, a void, a hunch. The hills like the heads of bald men. The calves on their toothpick legs, swaying beside their mothers, their small eyes gleaming like little nails. Seeing all this, I am scifi and porous, 4,000 horsepower could get me there. Through the mountain pass I'll just need a mule.
You can tell it's a floodplain. The houses have their Christmas lights still up, the land is gouged and tired, fish gutted under deep-rooted oaks. A tern turning in a widening gyre, eyeing the masses for her mate, courting in aerial dance. Four knighted lamp posts en garde in the Walmart parking lot, four shadows of blue, illuminating the flatness of a loss felt under 11pm fluorescence. Do they have a wife and children at home, do they return at sunrise?
I'm pointing at you out the window, yes, yes, look up.
The pyre of industrial cow holding pens burning into a distant night. Aluminum cans and silver strips hoisted like alien flags strike fear in small coal crow hearts. A strange fractal of palmed drug deals, toilet flush, song of a thrush, kick-back lounge chairs. It spirals into dry valley dust, California shining on the billboard overhead. At every prolonged stop figures glowing orange at a point step off, crush butts with their heels & nod in silent agreement. Cough.
A vacuum of sound leaps bounds and is found under train car four. It's the rest of a stump, it's a little alone. I've wanted to be kind, to encompass some type of wisdom, of silence, of solace, of nice hairdos.